I haven't been very active on DeviantArt lately but I still do come and look at art, it just gets overwhelming to have so many messages...
But I'm just a wreck. Saturday a very dear friend of mine lost his battle with cancer. I'm honestly a bit of a wreck. He was only 37 and had gotten married in July. He was like a brother to me and I can't believe he is gone. I'm not going to hear that laugh again, he isn't going to be a big pain in my ass teasing me anymore.
He died of sepsis from the cancer, my mother died of sepsis and interstial pneumonia. The parallels echo eachother and break my heart.
There are lies in living that this brings to the surface. i don't want to do anything anymore.