NekonaHisaki

It's been a while, hasn't it? In the time I have been gone I've done a lot (got my Bachelors,) obtained a substitute teacher job, and now have anew relationship. I also just went through thousands of deviations. That was tough. I plan on trying to come back to deviantart but I'm far more active on FurAffinity right now under the name Nekona.

I haven't been very active on DeviantArt lately but I still do come and look at art, it just gets overwhelming to have so many messages... But I'm just a wreck. Saturday a very dear friend of mine lost his battle with cancer. I'm honestly a bit of a wreck. He was only 37 and had gotten married in July. He was like a brother to me and I can't believe he is gone. I'm not going to hear that laugh again, he isn't going to be a big pain in my ass teasing me anymore. He died of sepsis from the cancer, my mother died of sepsis and interstial pneumonia. The parallels echo eachother and break my heart. There are lies in living that this brings to t

Some of you may know I am a UCSB student and I wanted to let people know I was not in Isla Vista. I commute in every day from a significant distance, and this weekend I am at a gaming convention in San Francisco. What has happened is sad and sick. It is worse because some people are agreeing and sympathizing with the shooter. While being lonely is a sad thing, this fucking "friend zoning" culture thing needs to change. Even at this convention I have heard comments from males as I've been in the halls about how it was the fault of the women who rejected him. I'm pretty mad and it took a lot not to go scream at those jerks. I'm not going to